Believe me, I understand. Autodesk is puting a lot of people out of business.
I am a contractor who works on small drafting electrical or architectural jobs for Seattle area businesses.
Due to the fact customers can no longer buy software outright, the only way I can take a job is if my employer is willing to pay for AutoCAD for length of contract.
I'm basically out of work, same as you, but have not lost a business.